Emotions Are Not Linear

Emotions are not linear…

You can’t choose to feel one emotion and shut down another. We try…don’t get me wrong, it’s the human condition to fight off challenging and uncomfortable emotions, but it doesn’t work.

We hold our breath, we attempt to turn away and close our hearts, we armor psychologically; but ultimately, we can’t escape ourselves. We end up numbing ourselves, and then we have less access to joy, ecstasy, peace, and all the good feelings we crave and that help us lead happy fulfilling lives.

Allow yourself to express your feelings creatively. Even if you don’t consider yourself an artist, a creative outlet will set you free from whatever you’ve been numbing or blocking. Emotions are fluid, our hearts are excellent magicians. We can alchemize our pain and harder emotions through creative self expression. You will never be able to access joy when you’re blocking your pain.

Angelic Earth Resonance energy healing facilitates somatic healing, allowing the release of deep tension and safe access to your feelings and traumas through your nervous system and physical being, giving you more access to your emotions, your vitality, and the depths of your soul. This vitality then translates into every area of your life✨✨

Soul embodied living is our divine blueprint. It’s my dream and vision that we all find our way back Home.

Message from a Pleiadian Star Angel - Channeled Writing

ASTARA BLUE

ASTARA BLUE

Greetings Beloved,

Allow me to introduce myself… I resonate to the name Astara Blue (and many other names too - this might seem strange at first, but if you think about it, you have a few names too.)

I am a star angel.  My home is in the Pleiades, but I travel everywhere within the Angelic and Celestial Realms. I radiate mostly within the Blue Ray of the Angelic Light. This sounds exotic; but, in Truth, I am no different than you. We are both just cosmic beings on a journey, a flight of Spirit. A flight of Fancy, as the Fairies would say. However you speak of it, it is a flight like no other, the sacred journey of the Soul.

I am connected to the heart of Gaia and all of her sentient beings. I feel you all, and I love you all, in every moment throughout time and space. We are One. I don’t exactly know how to explain this to you fully in words, but it is so. I experience Oneness as Existence. And, even so, Gaia and you are special to me. Earth and Humanity are part of my current mission. Although the word, “mission” feels a bit too serious to me. I think of it more as a project of Love. 

I do not have free will. I can only serve Source, the Light of Creation, Love itself; and, it is my Honor as much as my duty. Ecstatic Bliss is my dimensional frequency. I am radiating these codes to you now. Receive these Angelic Light codes. I am your Reminder, a messenger of the Divine Love that exists within you. Follow Your Bliss.

You are living inside of a world turning upside down and inside out. The energy you are experiencing, collectively as a planet, is intentional and beautiful as much as it feels challenging and chaotic. I’m here, speaking to you, to remind you that as hard as this massive and individual time of transformation is, it is beautiful from the vantage point of Heaven. A Seed must come completely undone before it grows and blooms into Life. This is also the process of Ascension. 

I am not alone, and neither are you. There are many star angels and beings of light surrounding you, protecting you, and waiting openly for you to ask for their assistance. Collectively, the duality Earth existed within for millions of years made it difficult to remember that you live within a Benevolent Universe. Humanity has long forgotten the natural Grace and Abundance of Life. That forgetting served its purpose, but now it’s time to remember. And, I’m here to help you. We, your Guides and Angels, are here to help. 

Encoded within these words is my Radiance, my Starlight; my codes of Ascension and Remembrance for you. Release your fears and know that it is this simple. Identify with the Eternal Light within you. Breathe into your High Heart Chakra, and surrender to the bliss that is the essence of your soul’s template. Release what needs to go, allow what need to come. Freedom and Flight exist within.

And, it is done, sweet one. In Gratitude. Blessed Be.

Signed with Love & Light Language… Sweet Blessings,

Astara Blue & Jennifer


The Secret to Manifesting Your Highest Timeline

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I see so much online, and everywhere, on the secrets of manifesting, different techniques and tactics for creating the reality you want and deserve. This has been a popular topic for many years, for obvious reasons. The underlying premise is that we are divinely powerful creator beings who have the power to shape our reality and the experiences perceived within it. This is true, and actually a quite popular universal spiritual truth. We are one with Source energy, and we are Source energy, much like a droplet of water is one with the Ocean, and it is also the Ocean itself. We are infinitely powerful and completely limitless in our soul’s essence. If we are only looking at this one beautiful truth, it makes perfect sense that we can create whatever reality we want for ourselves.

Most of us understand, our thoughts and beliefs are very powerful and shape the world we live in. So why not instantly create billions for yourself? Why not suddenly receive an offer out of nowhere for the job of your dreams? Why not conjure up that perfect soul mate? Do you sometimes feel like you’re failing at being an infinite powerful being? I’ve heard people saying things like, “forget a higher power, you are the higher power, this is your life.” I get that, to a point, but here’s something many people excited about manifesting reality are forgetting…we, as humans, predominantly identify as the droplet. We are also the Ocean, but we are not all powerful from the droplet consciousness - which is the ego, or personality, level of consciousness. We are powerful, and maybe we’ll manifest some things we want, and maybe we’re good at manifesting the best parking spot, or a great sale on shoes, but when it comes to the real flow of our lives, I think most people agree, it just doesn’t always work. Why, not? Because we can’t create our highest timeline from the part of ourselves that has very little concept, and even less knowing, about what that is.

The droplet analogy relates to the ego, or the personality self. The ego identified self gets a lot of bad press, but really it’s a beautiful divine aspect of life, just like every other part of you. It’s just less developed, and less informed. It is the droplet in the ocean, a fractal of the Light. It is beautiful, but it is absolutely clueless and short sighted in certain areas. A higher power does exist, and you are also the higher power, but not the part of you that identifies as the droplet, at least not entirely. We refer to Higher Self as being the aspect of us that is in constant awareness of being both the ocean and the droplet. Your physical body, being the brilliant wealth of innate wisdom that it is, knows that you are the I AM self, the Ocean. If you use kinesiology to test whether you are your name, your body will clearly tell you no. No, you are not Jane Doe, or John Smith. You are Infinite Source, Eternal Love.

So the beauty of manifesting (as I’m leading up to revealing the real secret to manifesting your dream life) is that it is a co-creative dance between you and the Creator, the all knowing limitless part of you. Where does this part of you exist? Everywhere… But, your awareness and knowledge of it lies in the unconscious, or subconscious, aspects of your mind. This is how your physical body knows that you are not your name, your personality. The consciousness of your soma (body mind) is neurologically connected to the unconscious centers of your brain. Human unconscious brain centers process information ten billion times faster, than conscious brain centers. This means, if your thoughts and beliefs create your reality, your reality is being almost fully created by brain centers that your personality self, your conscious self, can’t even access. What you think and believe consciously definitely matters, but it’s not having the largest impact on what you experience as your reality. As an example, this is why PTSD and anxiety disorders are so difficult to heal and manage, they are rooted in the unconscious centers of the brain. A panic attack won’t stop by consciously deciding to make it stop. In fact, most illnesses won’t heal from the conscious aspect of the mind alone. Emotions are another excellent example. You can’t just stop an emotion because you don’t want to feel it. We try, and it makes us sick. As these examples reveal, the parts of our brain that are unconscious to us have more control over our lives than the parts that are within our everyday conscious awareness.

So the good news and the bad news, depending on your perspective, is that you (Jane Doe, John Smith) are not in control. How is that good news? Because once you understand how this works, you can relax and let go of the death grip on a steering wheel that’s connected to nothing. The real secret to manifesting your highest timeline is learning the art of Surrender. If the word, surrender, upsets you, be aware that the gravity of your current perception is settled in your ego self (not wrong, just notice.) The ego self is naturally threatened by the word surrender because it thinks it means defeat, or weakness, lack of control, or lack of power. Higher Self feels relieved when it hears the word surrender because that part of you knows you can relax, you are in good hands, all is well. That’s the truth of it. All is well, even when it doesn’t look well from our current vantage point. It’s okay to want things, in fact, I think it’s good. Desire is healthy, and we’re here to feel passionately and joyfully alive, so of course we want things in life. However, how many times have you thought you wanted something, only to discover, you absolutely did not? The Higher Self aspect of you always knows what is in, not only your highest good, but the highest good for all of Creation.

So the key to manifesting your highest timeline is to allow your ego to put in a request to the Universe of what it is it desires or would like to receive, and then Surrender to the divine brilliance of life. Don’t allow yourself to be attached to the outcome. Trust the divine flow of the Universe. Look at all it has perfectly created! Why would it forget you? It wouldn’t. It hasn’t. Of course, you will probably feel disappointed if you don’t get what you want. That’s totally natural and normal, but it gets easier, the more you practice. Eventually, you learn from experience, that life flows better when you can let go and trust. You begin to realize that it’s okay if you don’t know best, if a higher part of you knows all that you will ever need. Don’t feel bad if you don’t manifest that perfect parking spot, you might miss an opportunity to connect with someone important that you run into on your long walk to the store. Or, maybe now you have a chance to breathe deeply and move your legs, maybe you haven’t done that in a few hours. The Universe (You) always knows what’s best. Your life will naturally flow towards love, joy, freedom, peace, and abundance when you stop fighting against it.

Everything that comes into our lives is here to serve us. It’s not always easy, but as we learn to Surrender, another beautiful experience emerges into our reality, called Acceptance….then Forgiveness, and ultimately, more Love. As you allow yourself to dance and become one with the flow of life, as you learn to blissfully surrender, you will organically align with your highest timeline and your greatest life. I’m sorry there’s no short cut, easy trick, or simple tactic. As you learn to surrender to the divine flow of life, you learn to meet and release those parts of yourself that don’t resonate with the Love frequency that exists as your highest timeline. Manifesting from the ego alone is spiritual egotism, and it will get you nowhere fast. Anything you practice a lot, becomes relatively easy, if not super easy. Practice Surrender, and eventually, it will become an easy technique, and the key to your most beautiful expression of life.

From my heart to yours, I wish you infinite blessings, wild joy, and heart opening peace.

Love, Light. Blessed Be

The Gift of Discernment

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Discernment is an intuitive gift that all humans embody. Because we are feeling, empathic beings, most of us find we need continual refining in this area. We are all born with the ability to instinctively discern and make decisions about our sovereign truth and the reality we experience.  Determining truth and reality in a world full of so much conflicting information can be a challenge. Causing greater confusion still, truth and reality are not necessarily consistent or the same for everyone. To a certain, very real extent, what we believe is what we see. All of this, and more, make discernment an essential skill to cultivate in these accelerated times of growth and change.

Do you think for yourself? Almost everyone would answer yes to that question. A better question might be, what part of yourself do you think from? We all have many aspects of ourselves, and very complex energy centers, both physically and metaphysically. For example, you can find yourself thinking from your head, your heart, or your somatic feeling sense. There are many choices, but those are three very common centers to think from, meaning think from, or through, the energy of that center. The energy of a center is  the filter and the channel for your experience. Knowing what center you are thinking through is something you can become more aware of, easily observe, and learn to direct.

The general consensus is that when you don’t think for yourself, you "give your power away." We all know this is not a pleasant feeling, and over time, builds resentment and drains our energy centers and essential life force. I believe the ideas of "giving your power away" or “not thinking for yourself” are referring to the phenomenon where we turn off any and all attention to our inner power center of knowing. This center Is our intuitive, innately intelligent nature. It is our divine compass. When we believe that other people are smarter, or “better” in some way, the human tendency is to give trust over without proof, without question, and often without honoring our own inner knowing and intelligence. When we think from our heart center, from the core of self-love, our instinctive center of intuition and inspiration, we automatically understand whether or not we are experiencing truth or untruth. The source of the information no longer becomes the deciding factor in your truth or your reality when you're not thinking strictly from your head or from your wounds.

I’m sure you have your own methods of developing discernment. My methods are a work in progress, but I thought I would share a few with you. For me, these are some of the best methods for growing and refining the ability to discern. We have some important (and fun) work to do over the next decade or so, building a beautiful home for the earth and all of her inhabitants. It will serve our joy and efficiency if we can learn to discern the people, pathways, and stories that do not serve our highest expression of good. Discernment is a sovereignty key. It leads you to freedom, to inner peace, to clarity, and to sovereign empowerment.

  • Meditation, walking, or quiet time in any form, will help clear your mind and energy field of any distractions that might prevent you from sensing your highest truth.

  • Discover a base line somatic feeling of truth in your body by paying attention and taking note of how you feel when you are very much experiencing, or hearing, something that resonates with your truth. Once you have that, “Yes, this is my truth” energy signature recognized, you can compare it to other things. When you’re listening to the news, for example, you are paying attention and asking, does this feel like truth in my body? When someone is telling you a story, you’re feeling into it and deciding if this is a story that resonates with you. If you are unsure, just take notice of whether you feel good or bad in your body, mind awareness. Some true things are sad, or infuriating, and don’t necessarily feel good, but there is an even less good feeling when something is not in alignment with truth. Something just feels, "off." This is the message from your power center, your intuitive center, your gut. Your heart, and your gut, are two channels that have direct access to your higher self and therefore, your highest truth. Your head is limited in its reach, and only needs to get involved to supplement details and provide assistance. The head is an essential center, but limited in its capacity to access your deepest truth.


  • Acting on truth. In the development of intuitive discernment, I've found it is extremely beneficial to take action, or at least trust what you are perceiving. As you act on your intuition, like a muscle, this part of you grows stronger.

    The ascension is an accelerated experience. We are in a phase of huge transformation and change. It's crucial that we continually awaken to our inner truth and what serves the highest good for all. When we live consciously from this place, all life is supported. Discernment is key. It takes strength and courage because it requires you to see things as they present themselves, rather than through the lens of the ego mind which is only capable of seeing what it wants to see. This is how the clarity of sight develops. When you can accept everything you see with a compassionate neutrality, it becomes easier to discern. It's an art, and a life process, much like it's cousin, boundary building. And, like healthy boundary building, healthy discernment will bring more joy, freedom, and grace into your life experience. I wish you all of this sweetness, and more!

From my heart to yours,

Love, Magic, & Rainbow Light

Angelic Force

Angels are fierce, and fiercely loving. One of the greatest misconceptions about angels is that they are soft, fluffy beings. The Archangels hold some fierce energy in our collective mindset, but generally, we don’t think of angels, or Love for that matter, as a force with the ability of powerful reckoning. Indeed, both Angels and Love, are just that. This “force” is Love eternal, God/Goddess Love, Source Love, however you like to think of it. It is the force that creates the entire universe as we know it, and this is the power that angels wield. 

Artwork by, Sophia Malonson

Artwork by, Sophia Malonson

What is the point of sharing this? Earth Angel, you too, carry this Angelic Light, the Light of the world, Source Light, Love. It is your true nature, your birthright, and your guiding light. The gateway of the angelic light abides in every human heart. When your heart opens in compassionate love, you access this aspect of your being, the most powerful aspect of you as Creation.

Many of us who connect often with our angelic hearts, have an open heart and feel and experience life very deeply. In the past, up until this point in the existence of the world as we know it, the angelically oriented souls often felt overwhelmed by the pain and fear in the world, and many of us became meek. Our compassion overwhelmed us to the point where we forgot our angelic light and gave our power over to the world. We became submissive, afraid to be in our hearts fully, or express our truth. The time has come for this to change. The familiar Bible quote, “the meek shall inherit the earth,” is a message for us now. Here we are, entering the age of Aquarius, moving fast and furious into the accelerated growth and transmutation of planet earth and all of her inhabitants. It is time for us to reclaim our angelic light, to reclaim our fierce Love. It’s time to spread our wings, and shine our Light. It is time for us to remember our power, the power of Love and the power of Oneness. We are One Love, fractals of light, wavelengths of song. And, we are here, helping planet earth move into a new dimension and helping humanity move into a new age.

The world is changing right now. I’m sure you can feel a difference within you. And, maybe you’re wondering if it’s temporary. It’s probably not. It’s most likely, only the beginning. Old structures, paradigms, and personal beliefs are releasing from all of us collectively and individually at a very rapid rate right now. Self care is essential. If you feel overwhelmed, please reach out to me, or someone. So much beauty is here, all around us, and so much more to come. New structures, paradigms, and personal belief systems are ready and waiting to drop in and create the New Earth. We are doing this together, and it is time to get fierce, earth angel, about what you want to give and receive from this world, from this life experience. As we enter unity consciousness, we are inherently aligning with a reciprocal loving relationship with our experience of existence. What in your heart do you want to create and/or share in this experience? Whatever it is, I promise you it will give back to you tenfold because this is the cyclical nature of Love. 

It’s important to understand that things will not be going back to the old normal. That’s not even possible at this point. So know that whatever is opening and stirring in you right now is leading you forward and upward, even if it’s not currently pleasant. Whatever you are imagining might be possible for you, it’s not just a fleeting thought or dream. It is your divine path. It is your angelic heart calling you home, to a life experience of Peace, Freedom, and Fierce Love.

Blessings to you on this sacred journey. In the midst of the chaos and change, please remember you are a sovereign, divine being of light and love who can choose what to create and believe now, and in every moment.

From my heart to yours,

Love Fierce, Shine Bright